....

Wondering....
What would my future be?

Anxious....
I'm afraid when I picture my future life...
It is again, I thought it happen once a life for a human
but it comes to me again...

Shall a undergraduate find a bright future job?
Struggling for promotion... climb and climb for ever her life?
Or shall this girl find a good guy and just marry,
living in their dream house and building her lovely family??
Which will you choose to be?

Everyone thinking of a life which their can do whatever their like,
spending as their have unlimited $$, working on their own,
a dream house, dream car, dream man or dream women....
I'm wondering is that a must to go through all these in life??
What do you think?
Smebody might call it as a natural circulation, but for me...
I do not want all these...
Yet, I am not clear of what I want, to be... to own... to struggle...

Is grading soon... I thought the picture will getting clear when I grad,
But it is stil grey...
Shall I waiting for it, or I paint it myself?
Can you tell me?

Semester break

Hi friends.... Sem break end...
Although a very short month
But it was meaningful^^

May's break start with an 1k lucky draw prize
-A Luggage- What??
A luggage cost 1k?
At first I'm not really want to believe that,
anyhow I saw its retail price - 1140. !@#$%^&*

Went shopping at Sunway Piramid,
harvested few garments...^happy^
since so long no shopping already.
But my cute bro said that
everytimes I went shopping also said
"long time no shopping" Do I? kaka......

Watched 2012, a movie story about the end of the world soon,
how do you think? Will it be??
It is nice, most of the people said so,
but I think " comm si comm ca" la^*

Had famous "Fish Head Mi" at Kuchai Lama
then we head on to Cap Square...
OMG... my friends, have you ever heard about CS?
Please don try to find out, it may disappointed you, as myself..
Thought it is a nice place but once I visited there,
only one word can describing it -Charm-
It is an Indian parade!
You cannot imagine that every step,
every people you could see beside Indian, no others.
My god, really disappointed since we try so hard to find it out.
lalalala..........

At night, we went The Curve for movie -Twilight-
It is really good... check it out^^
The Christmas atmosphere is rounding KL city..
The decoration in shopping mall,
many stalls selling Christmas's theme stuff,
it is so warm... eventhough Christmas should be in snow.
These are some pictures I could share, taken at The Curve.





Hee... another 2 days 1 night trip to Penang on 30 Nov^^
This is a food trip so we had tried our very best,
searched blogs, find recommendations...

The first day we arrive there was went to Queensbay Mall.
A shopping mall at sea side.
Every breath is full of sea aroma.


Struggling for a place to stay...
Look look and look, lastly, we found that motel wass the best choice
by the prices, by the location.
-Friendship Motel- at Penang Street! RM 58

Dinner, dinner... we lost..
Turning at the same place Dato Keramat,
Damn iPhone...
The compass lost function after ikee virus actacked,
we could not find our exact location towards Gurney Drive.
zzzz... Stop at Bandar Air Hitam for dinner.
Penang Char Kuey Teow RM 3
Wan Tan Mee RM 2.80
Ba Bao Herba Tea RM 1.10

Apom Pandan RM 2

Popiah RM 2
Total RM 10.90

At last, we get Gurney Drive at 9 something,
walked along the seaside,
felt the massage of sea wind on your face, relaxe^^
We tried Rojak RM 3
Apom Coconut RM 2
Mua Chi RM 1
Total RM 6

Second day started with breakfast at Jalan Pasar,
Pulau Tikus.
Char Kuey Teow with egg RM 3.50
taking with Milo, Milo Ais RM 2.80
Putu Mayam (Pandan) RM 1
Total 7.30


This Putu Mayam with pandan taste is very nice,
the indian uncle was doing the putu mayam on the spot,
every hot mayam let you try the best of its taste^^

Kek Lok Si, I'm not so sure that did I visit before...hee
we had our lunch at Jalan Pasar...
2x Penang Laksa RM 5.40
Si Guo Liang Shui RM 2
and, Ais Kacang opposite there RM 2
Total RM 9.40
The Penang Laksa is full of Saddin taste,
little sour little hot...
Good!

Spent around 3 hours there...
Don't know how many ''fo" we prayed..
Went Jalan Shatow for Ice Kacang for dinner
Fruity Ice Kacang RM 4
Prawn Mee RM 3
Banana Crispy Crunch RM 2
Total RM 9

Visited Gurney Drive once more for the APOM
Char Kuey Teow RM 3.50
Plum Drink ( Nice!) RM 1.80
Total RM 5.30

I love Penang Apom very much...
It is snack food that you must find out when go Penang.

Food and Motel RM 100.90
Souveniour RM 40
Penang Bridge Toll RM 7
Plus Toll RM 43 (go) RM 38.90 ( Back)
Petrol RM 70
Add miscellanous spending...
This was an exact RM 300 budget Trip...wahaha...

-G.over-

双眼发直 瞪着天花板
时间一分一秒的过

不小得多久了 醉了 也累了
身体上的累 抑或心灵上的累
我也分不清

有时候 也不必去分得那么清楚
这是上是非黑白 是对是错
不是你我可以决定
言归一句 人啊！复杂~

想了很久 给自己一个答案
不想再逃避 虽然在逃避
但应该要给final answer了

合上眼睛
以为过了很久 其实才不过那个钟
很难过
时间难过 心也难过

你问我是否后悔？
我答：你是我人生最美的一页。。。

打击啊！

空气中的潮湿
咸咸的
而我的心情
苦苦的

Long time that I did not update my post since the very last one
even my friends also keep asking, why do not write blog anymore?
Sorry friends, I was too busy.

今天 突然很想写出我的心情。。

• 心情慢慢恢复了

前阵子经经历的低潮
虽然不是完全复原
至少已经没有不开心了

要自己少去计较
不要在乎
就能活得快活些

• 名字被冒用

Somebody using my name: mayrica_may@live.com
approached my friends in MSN
talking rubbish and something nonsense...
Please ignore this RUBBISH
I guess the RUBBISH is also reading my blog as well..

• Blur-Bluring

Another semester is going to end soon, this is week 13
next week is the last week for my 3rd year first sem..
How come I have no feeling on what I had learnt?
Still bluring...
Sincerely, I have lost my way, my confidence as well as my planning.
Please tell me please
where should I be? Where shall I go?
what to do next? who suppose I am?????

I thought I had done my best,
but in real... I'm nothing yet not even had the effort...
I'm lost....

Tonight’s Dreams, Tomorrow’s Memories

  

15 August 2009, once again we were here – The Mines Hotel

Time flies, we are already third year supersenior.

Never think of it, and never feel it.

And now, when become VIP, sitting in front, marking their performance, You know!

You are no more a freshman, is someone going to graduate soon…

First picture we took together, all 2007/2008 batch exco!

First year, no chance!

Second year, no enough time!

Third year, nothing can stop us from taking this photo^^

Appreciate, although we are from different parts of Malaysia,

we come to UKM, we know each other, we do projects together

We have fun; we have joys, we are flying together..^^

Hopeful, eventhough you guys would not tell others May is your good friend, but in fact, we put all in heart

You know you are my friend, and May is always there for you! >,~

This guy, Johnson Wong!

My mister and king as well…

Thanks for covering me so much,

thanks for your co-operation,

thanks for your concern…

Although we are not so close,

but you are my mister and king forever!

Keep in touch…

自我中心

试问世上最脆弱的是什么？
我心里有了答案
可不知你想的是否是我想的一样

听过杨宗伟的背叛吗？
今天我开始爱上了这首歌

Outstation 刚回来
这趟工作之旅让我见识了不少东西

1. Penang人超级。。。无言
2. Penang食物超便宜
3. 认识了一个年轻有为的老板
4. 认识了一位实习医生
5. 认识了一个大帅哥

哈哈。。。

恩 我想通了
每一个付出 都不求回报
这个道理我老早都懂的
只是脾气来时 什么也听不进

对不起 前两天脾气大了
如果有语气不好的地方
多多包含了 SORRY!

The Death by H1N1

So so so busy this semester
3rd-year student, stil taking 21 units.... Wxx
Haiz..

21 units also never a big problem,
but I have met super crazy (hardworking) lecturers
It's killed me...
I'm a lazy student!
Can imagine my situation...

Working+ studying+assignment,
and I'm going to proceed to my projects..
@@~~~

Last Thursday I heard about the death of one Ukm student
I'm so sorry but to say 'Thanks God'
It might be a week of quarrantine holiday for me
It has been so long for me not going home
Miss home so much!!
Miss daddy and mummy....

Currently at Penang, working for Pikom Pc Fair
XXX....no comment... @@
Come on, recommend some places and food for me^^

Mix Plate

What colour made your life?
I define for mine..

Red - Angry
Pink - Cute?
Orange - Fresh
Yellow - Sex
Green - Free
Blue - Moody
Gold - Elegant
Black - Cool?
White - ^^
Grey - unknown!
Purple - me!!

And now, I feel I fall in grey..
I'm wondering, am I in the wrong way..
did mistake and aim for wrong things..
Question marks sucked full in my mind

Am I fail?
I ask to myself..
Yes I think, in some aspects
Am I too bostful? ...

我爱上了<一个人>

用心去聆听这世界
你听到的是什么?

生活紧闭的脚步声
人们烦恼的呐喊
压力的痛苦

被疾病折磨的无奈
被遗弃的可怜
挨饿的辛苦

音乐美妙的旋律
昆虫唧唧的鸣叫
小鸟吱吱的叫声

我听见了
吵杂一片

孤单的呐喊
恋爱的甜蜜
幸福的心跳

人类的贪婪
被污染的灵魂
勾心斗角的邪恶
被伤害的小小心灵

很宁静
就像漂浮在海中央
没有界限
没有目的地
漂流..

?失眠症?

它又来缠着我了
走开走开 不要来找我 "~~
脸色超难看
没有精神
没有冲劲
不积极
一副病恹恹的样子看了都想给自己一巴
唉...

最近不知怎么搞的
真的不开心
是很不开心
理由?就没有值得开心的事情发生
连笑都很牵强
脸上的笑容
根本无法透进心里
很假!

不想听 不想讲话
不想笑 不想出去

已经尽量让自己放松
不要去想东想西
而我也做到了可还是不开心

不开心人就睡不下
难入睡亦很醒睡
呼吸浅得自己都害怕
是给自己太大压力了
还是被现实逼得太紧了??

功课上的忙
时间不够用
成绩太差了交际太烂了
生活忙透了
性格有点糟
脾气有点牛
脚步停不下
真的有点累

请给我多一点空间
多一点时间
我会很快复原的
就算无法开心的起至少要抛开"不开心"!!

一个人的我

今天一整天都一个人
一个人上课
一个人开车
一个人逛街
一个人吃饭
一个人睡觉

一个人的感觉是如何呢？
很难形容
不过不用伪装自己
还蛮自在的
不用理会别人的眼光
不在乎别人的言语
整个世界只剩下你

闷闷不乐的心情还持续着
没有原因
脑袋一片空白
不想去想
也没有东西要想

今天上了第一堂法语课
班上都是生面孔
像回到幼儿园一样
大家都从零开始
不耻下问的学习
一个全新的开始

Bonjour~
Je m'appelle May

为什么选法语来读呢？
没原因叻
当想选择一科外语时
法语第一个跳进脑海
法国是个很浪漫的国家
是其中一个我想去的国家
你等着吧^^

心情不好 如何让自己好过点
老样子的我 今天花了很多钱
找得回快乐吗?
至少能安慰自己

一个人去 sauna
一个人去 body massage
一个人去 shopping
又一个人回家
一个人在房间
一个人对着电脑在笑
一个人发呆
对自己说晚安！
早点睡吧
折磨了精神
别再虐待身体
ZZzzzz

HellGal M

Frus frus frus!!!!
Am I too emo?
She said so, but I shall not blaming ''auntie''

Decision making time, really killed..
I need advice, but no advisor...
I need breath, but no air...zz

Sacrifice, sometimes we need to do so..
I know, I don't want to blame anyone..
is volunteery..

But am I too ''Kepo''
Because of ''Kepo'' I push myself into hell
Everything suppose on its way, but I made it mess!
Regret?? Nope!!
But HEADACHE!! "~~

First choice:
Be alone, could I?
Half year man, noone be with you!

Second choice:
Take easy one now, put hard behind?

But we been taught that
Man shall Take all hard before an easy life..
means I shall take first choice?
Loneliness?? Can I handle...

YOU SHOULD TRUST IN YOURSELF!! YOU CAN DO IT!!
I hate this sentence, its really ''s**K"
I'm in hell now...
999...Rescue me....

Endau Rompin - Selai Camp

First time camping,
2 days 1 night at reserved forest..
a very fresh experience yet relax and joyful^^
I'm the cameraman so...
not much my pictures were taken, so sad..sobs...^^
Our Kitchen...
in the process of cleaning..My little angels, playing on their own
while I was assigned to look after them..zz..
Our lunch on first day
'Asam Bee Hun'Finger Licking Good~~
"Nan-Ru Fried Chicken"
A lovely sunny day

We went swimming
The water is killing cold..
very rocky..Dangerous!
However, it is clear though can see the fishes..

Haiz, after swimming so tired
my napping time...zz..
After nap, is time to set up our camp...Lolz
This is my brother in-law,
3 minutes to set up a camp...Fuyoohh~~
Tea time - Mee Siam
They said:" Girl please go away, is man's kitchen in the jungle" Lolz
After tea, May went shower and Zzz again...

Our dinner
Ikan ... (donnoe what)
Because I was sleep, so no time to capture our dinner dishes
Actually we had rice with veges and Asam Mixed Seafood^^
After dinner was coming to nine o'clock
Nothing to do at night and many of them back into their camp Zzz
I was still full so sitting there, listening to mans' talk
Listening their experiences in camping, jungle, races... damn cool~
Having 'Calsberg' beer for a better sleep
Its really work, because I had a good rest instead....

The second day start from 9pm when I woke up
Breakfast - Chicken porridge..
Haiz, I was late so didn't capture any picture too =p
Swimming, packing, tidy up camp site...

Lunch - fast food
We had French Fries, Fried Chicken, hot dog...

Went another site, feed fish!
I killed this in 3 minutes...Lolz^^

My favorite tree there... Unique man~~
And this is among my favorite picture
It's cool~ Like it much...comment please!
Second favorite!
Erm, my capturing skill still pass right?? ^^
Coming to the end of my camping
Happy^^
Gain a new experience
Fruitful break; and
Miss Dear much!

I was gain also a new nickname
'Sleeping God'
Because my life there only eat and sleep..
contribute nothing...
Have to keep fit now = ='

- TAURUS WOMAN -

Charming but aggressive. Take pride in their beauty.
Hard workers. Warm-hearted.....
Strong, has endurance.
Solid beings who are stable and secure in their ways.
Not looking for shortcuts.
Prone to ferocious temper-tantrums.
Determined. Indulge themselves often.

A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly person.Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

Express themselves emotionally.
She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a totally and completely stranger to her.

Patient and reliable.
She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will quit.

Can come off as boring, but they are not.
Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of love and romance,then you are dating the wrong girl.You can not tell her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not
work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it. She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her freedom. Do not force
her to be with you in a poker game which she hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to. She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no one. She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her. Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.

Very generous.
She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy restaurant,or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly before
accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more. Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if you do not have something she is looking for. She will never disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that ' We're better off breaking up'.

Loving and kind. Loves hard - passionate.
She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but every things should be done for 'Happiness'.

Make great friends and give good advice.
She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny, but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair, dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought.
She has fun teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

THANKFUL

Is a working day...
Woke up early morning eventhough tired from yesterday worked.
It has been long time I don't work, exhausted!

On the way to the ktm station, I was listen to the radio
A very nice moral to share by the DJ..

周末被逼还要工作 我感谢 至少我还有工作
工作时被上司责备 我感谢 因为我能改错误
放工回家还要煮饭 我感谢 因为我还有饭吃
晚饭后还要做家务 我感谢 因为我还有个家
累了还要服侍老公 我感谢 因为我还有个伴

Yeah, finally I know,
This story actually is want to teach me
how the moral of the story is going to apply in my life..

I have met pick pocket on the way home
my lovely phone gone, what feeling?
I really have no big emote on this,
or shall I say that I totally don't know what to act actually...

From this story, I have learn something at least

我感谢 因为被扒的是我 不是其他更可怜的人
我感谢 因为他扒的是一样值钱的东西 可以解决他燃眉之急
我感谢 至少我保住了钱包和另支电话 还能报平安
我感谢 因为他只要我的钱 不是我的命
我感谢 因为他给了我机会换电话 新的不去旧的不来 ^^

I just talk like I'm talking a story of the other.. Am I?
Lol^^ Thank You all your guys concern...
May is okay..
Alligatto~

BYe bye , My Love! My DArling! My deAr!

Oh Babie...@@~~ ^^

Sem 3 = Honeymoon?? ^^

Sem 3 = Honeymoon??
Do you agree with the statement?
Lol..

It means to me so..
Been to lots places in these past few weeks:

• BP - visit fos Daddy

• Muar - Thai Seafood^^ ( recommended by bl@)

• Mini Waterfall

- the place full of sweet memories with dear friends,
feel different after many years didn't visit there^^

• YP - Family Gathering, Granma Birthday~
  

• Malacca + PD Trip

- A'Famosa : "sate culup" gosh, fresh try~
- Jonker street : a bit disappointed, Cheras Pasar Malam also longer than it..Haiz..
- PD : sat for hours, just to feel the sea, also a chance for me to know someone better..GOOD^^

• Cinema - few movies..^^

Yeah, this was basically what I have done..
So great^^

Haha...this morning Bl@ have got a new trying
Played 'Golf'
Lol.. feel pain from deep bones..=P

I'm enjoying, the days after final..
Thanks for those accompanied me..
Traveling, shopping, watching movies... Aligatto~

XX, but mid coming..
Tomorrow morning - Law!
Sh?t, not finish study yet..
Seriously, I have totally no mood to study..
Hey, just finish final mid coming, after mid final coming again...
RESCUE ME please...Anyone??

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哈哈^^

FNF

凌晨三点钟
当全世界都睡了 你在干嘛？
为何还不睡？？！！

我也很想叻 脑袋空空
读了 像没读
明天怎么考?

媚 加油加油加油！！
还有三张。。
自由在望

你是可以的！！

about MAY

Erm, actually i dunno hw to describe bout u.
u are pretty, hardworking, nicely,kindly ppl...
haha look like u very best...

after live together v u jz noe u so real and wont pretend,
but b4 noe u, ur face so serious no ppl wan came to u, haha...
sumtime u quite rude de, scold the dirty word like a boy,but tis is real MAY, i like it...
ur smile very sweet,when u smile o laugh can made the ppl beside u also felt it, hahaha...
told u 1 secret, my mum alwayz ask me to chase u,
becoz she said u look very pretty, nice and can b a gud gal fren...
hahaaha...

but everytime i reply, we jz fren...
my fren also ask me y i dun wan chase u??
haha,same answer will came out + i not match v u, coz u so perfect u noe??? hahaha....
everytime exam coming, u will so stress to study, come on, jz take it easy...
i noe u very care of ur result, look u study when midnite also noe...
but, u nid to take care urself also...

b4 tat, i heard u wan go sum where around world after u graduated,
u said u wan go for a looks around the world, i hope tis become true...
lastly i wish u happy forever

Original Text - K -

^^

Can you be my girl friend?
I will give you the moon if you want
Get away the sun if you feel hot
Take you all the stars at night when you feel lonely
Be around when you need me..


Yeah, I would like to
Share your happiness;
Hug your sadness;
Blanket you in night;
Stay behind just to support you!^^

ABC 123: A for A.P.P.L.E, Apple

My kindergarden class when learning ABC
A - Apple
B - Boy C - Cat

My nephew:
A - Ant
B - Ball
C- Cow

erer.... which is easier?? ^^



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Another boring day...
Study study and study..
Why study never end??!!
Gosh!

A few days be with Mr.Maggie..
I hate him!
Haiz.. What to do since Mr. M is the simplest and fastest food..
Anyone??
Rescue me!!

Today, no reasons.. new trying..
''ABC + Apple soup''
What??
How it tastes?

Er.. ABC just like normal ABC taste..
Apple??
Hmm... ever tried apple pie?
haha..
It is just like apple pie in soup..Lol
sour...><
Why apple tasted so different after boil?

ABC: Apple Soup~

MAY:五月

A month I love the most..
Because of my name?
Month of birth?
I also don't know...
Just like it very much...

Full of sweet memories,
many unforgotten incidents..
All in MAY..

Looking forward coming May..
A point of changes perhaps the most important in my life ever
21st??
Well, 21st a legal age for being adult in fact, would like being treat as little girl..Lol
21st.. what I have done before?
Look back those stupid things done, crazy life ever..
May, you've got to be matured!!
21st, you've got to pick all those responsibilities
to yourself
to life
to family
to future
to the world!
No ways for you to escape anymore..NO MORE REASONS!!


A new life getting start
the life live together with Babe..
Yeah~~
I can just imagine, I will have a wonderful final year here..
Come on, Babe~ Love you much!

Babe, my intimate?
Perhaps..
Although sometimes babe just like blur..
chaos..
But you are the most sincere..
Comfort to stay with..Lol..Fly~~

Alright, no more to share with..
Hopes for a wonderful ever May for this coming month..

爱情M

好像从没和人分享过我的爱情观
就在这首开先例吧


爱情在你的生命力占了多少巴仙？

爱情可以是某些人的全部 也可能只是一小部分
甚至可以排除在生活外 你是？

曾经有很天真地想过 希望自己有双慧眼
能够一眼就选中天命真子
有多少人能这么幸运呢？
那个肯定不是我。。

经历了几段失败的感情
我终于认清了

互相包容
互相鼓励
互相扶持
很难

外来的因数
外来的诱惑
外来的刺激
感情开始变质

人与人之间的相处
人与人之间的感情
人与人之间的忍让
原来 没多少人能做到。。

人家说
恋爱中的女生最漂亮
恋爱让生活加分
恋爱是为了寻找一个伴
恋爱它到底为了什么？
没有了它 会死吗？
有很大影响吗？

你说
恋爱中的女人容易受伤
男人又何尝不是
在爱情里 每个人都是脆弱的
没有对与错
只是你的选择对了吗？？


爱情曾经对我来说是很大部分
到现在的可有可无
为什么呢？

不知道叻
是累了
看清了
厌倦了 还是什么。。

会害怕下半辈子会没有依靠？
老实说 会叻^^

曾很困惑。。
然后傻傻地跑去问妈妈
你会选择一个你爱的人过一生
还是一个能照顾你一生的人？
她好像没给我答案
然后我自己回答自己

拍拖 找一个你爱的人吧
结婚 就找一个爱你能照顾你一生的人
哈哈
是什么改变了我的想法？？
时间
经历
例子
还是脑袋长大了？？^^

现在的我
并不想再草草的拍拖
伤神伤感情
还浪费时间
最重要的 伤了人家的心 自己也不开心

时间就是最好的证明
如果是适合的 你们不需多余的言语 就能很合拍
不用凡事都说出来 很自然的一起
可能就这样到永远。。
一纸证明很重要吗？
对我来说是狗屁 结了婚还不是一样能离婚
女人们 醒醒咯
现在那张结婚证书 并不能保你一生 不过应该可以敲他一笔的
哇哈哈

时间对男生来说很残酷吗？
会吧
一些我的观察：男生，不认同我的请原谅
哈哈
遇过一些男生 他们又一份猎艳名单
他们可以在同一时间 对不同的女生放电
不懂他们到底是喜欢人家的吗
然后 有回应的 他们才会继续 不回应的 就放弃
是时代变了 还是我太老土了？
可是 不放弃 死缠烂打 又能怎样
不喜欢就不喜欢啊
回到原点 若真的很喜欢她 就会一心一意的 不是吗？
老土媚！ 哈哈
不要说男生啦 我也遇过一脚踏几船的女生
你在想！
会是我吗？ 哈哈哈哈

偶然回乡和朋友聚会
朋友问起感情生活
我说空白了几张
哎呀 你该不会变同性恋吧？！
嘻嘻 可能哦
宝贝 你在抖了 哈哈

别傻了
身为新时代女性 我们要靠自己
想要怎样的生活 自给自足 逍遥自在
若真的能找到一个人能依靠一辈子
那应该是全世界最幸福的女生吧
然而不能偷懒哦
凡事都有代价
你不知道下一秒会不会从天空掉下地狱
没人能预知
加油吧

祝全天下有情人终成眷属
没情人的早日寻觅佳偶
幸福万岁！！

犯贱！

我想十个人里 有八个是贱人吧
为何人都爱犯贱？？

犯贱的定义？ 很广叻
轻的 爱捣蛋人
重的 就把事情搞得一塌糊涂
目的？ 爽！
哈哈。。

没人能例外
因为每颗心里
都有两个角色
天使与恶魔
天使无法每次战胜恶魔
恶魔并不能永远超越天使
就看你如何看待它

你有如何贱法？

无聊时捣蛋人；
疼你的：调皮鬼！
讨厌你的：讨厌鬼！

某些事上 爱挑拨人
让人鸡飞狗跳 爽！

某些事上 爱作弄人
让人恨得你牙痒痒同时
却爱你超越极限
根本不舍得责怪你^^

人家不爱你做的
你偏要做

人家说不能做的
你一定会去做

原因？ 你犯贱！
哈哈

你有多了解你自己？
往回看吧
你也曾作过这些事
认同吗？
嘻嘻~~

跟我说一遍：
我是贱人！！
哈哈

双面人

见人说人话
见鬼说鬼话

两句就能形容我
哈哈

双面人辛苦吗？
其实应该是快乐
因为你能融入这千变万化的社会
你长袖善舞
你嘴甜舌滑
很受欢迎

可这样的人 通常内心世界都是寂寞的
他们希望有个人能看穿他
却又不很希望真的有人能透视他
很矛盾的心理


我是选者性的双面人
高兴时 就和你癫
烦恼时 让我静静吧

你看到的我 似真似假
到底是真还是假？？
自己猜吧！

不想被人看穿
而面具只是保护层
难道对着不喜欢的人摆臭脸吗？
对不起 做不到！

曾经有人告诉我
媚 你不喜欢他 干嘛跟他笑
嘿嘿 人家也是人啊
难道就摆臭脸给他看？
人家也会受伤的

对我而言
多一个朋友 好过多一个敌人
你不知道什么时候 你会有求于他
为何要砍断这份联系呢？

一个很简单的人生哲学
能帮到人 自己没损失 做！
牺牲自己 陈全他人 要想过！

尽量把每段感情 每份联系
维持在疏离
却又让人有种关心的感觉
是好吗？

应该吧！
会累吗？
会的。。


真得很想撤下面具做人
然而现实总是残酷的！
不到你来做选择！！

大男人 Vs 小女人

大男人= 大沙猪?
从前的我 超恨大沙猪
一些自以为是的大男人
常看轻女人
认为女孩子应该躲在家
认为女孩子应该柔弱
Harlo 时代变了
男女平等 Okay？

以前会常常跟男生比赛
只为了威给他们看
作为女生的代表
不能让他们看轻女生的力量
超讨厌柔柔弱弱的女生
一些害群之马
让男生把女生踩在脚下


时间过去
思想变迁
原来 做柔弱的女生可享有好多好处
时间教会了我
能屈能伸
才是智者！


现实告诉我
原来 男女有别
一些事情 并不是女生不能做
问题是 为何这么辛苦呢？
让男士为你服务吧！

现在的我
开始学习成为小女人
开始喜欢大男生
因为有时拿不定主意时
至少有个人替你决定
少了很多烦恼

不过 男生还是要尊重女生哦
疼爱女生
女生生下来就该让人疼
让人爱 让人怜的
哈哈

这么说 会不会太没志气了？
姐妹们 别怪我哦
嘻嘻！
只是想通了 看开了
是你的就是你的
不是你的也别强求
人生啊 还是平淡的好



好想三月有假期
很想参加短期出家营
练练六门清静
撇开七情六欲
可以锻炼思想
意志力
假期 你快来吧！

完美 VS 幸福

你的人生能够接受不完美吗？
不完美的人 就没资格得到爱？

人都会犯错 最重要知错能改
能早日觉悟 回头。。
你会给他们机会重生吗？

你曾为年少无知犯下的错做过什么？
尝试拟补吗？
有后悔？ 难过？
还是把他们忘了 从新开始

‘后悔’ 是我这生人最讨厌的事
要嘛就做 要做就别后悔！
对曾经犯下的过错 不要忘记
反而要永远记得 提醒自己
曾经做过的蠢事

历史是大家都无法改变的
只因我们追不回过去的时间
历史是我们的写照
时时刻刻提点我们
别再犯同样的错误

同样的错误犯上第二回
就叫愚蠢！ 笨蛋！


二十个年头过了
你做了什么？
在虚度光阴？

很多人回想自己做过的事
顿然会发觉好像好像没做过什么大事
好像在虚度光阴。。

为何不往好的方向想呢？

其实 我们都在为未来铺路
我们所作的小事虽然不起眼
但都是一些小投资
当小投资慢慢累积
时间一到 你就会收到回报

每做一件事
一项投资
每一次累了
停下来休息
只为走更长远的路

回家充充电
家 永远是最好的
不回嘲笑你
不会看轻你
接受你的小缺点
接受你的不完美
给你幸福
永远永远。。

解剖课

即兴课
来堂解剖课吧！

生物种类：UnKnown..
源自：火星？？
性别：女？

哎呀，紫色的心脏
青色的血？？
妖怪。。
哈哈

对啦，对某些人来说
或许媚是妖怪吧
很多不合逻辑
看起来有没错
到底是那里出错？？


看看它的脑袋瓜 装些什么？
吖 什么叻？
问号问好和问号？
...........................................................

如果你问我什么是爱
答案：
家人的爱-亲情
朋友的爱-友情
爱人的爱-爱情
废话。。人人都懂好不好！！

好，谈亲情吧
把你带到这世上的人
就算他们有多么的不对
要心存感恩
孝顺孝顺

友情，一生最重要的一节课
许多朋友在你身边来来去去
到最后遗留下的
一直伴在你身边的
就是知己
他不常出现
你们不常见面
但他总在你需要他时出现
多么奇妙

爱情这东西 没道理的
有人能承受 有人没资格

茫茫人海中 要寻找一个合拍又了解你的人
太难了

有人说：
初恋： 通常是你最至爱的
2nd：最爱你的
n time：你爱他或她爱你
结婚：你不爱他 他也不爱你
悲哀！

朋友你到什么阶段了？
嘻嘻

经历了三个阶段
要进入结局了吗？
嗯 太早了吧
哈哈

Jo问：一个自制蛋糕能感动你吗？
开玩笑！
我说不会。。
时间 地点 人物
全都有问题
哈哈

朋友告诉我
跟我做朋友 比较舒服
个人也蛮认同的

或许是大刺刺的个性吧
在男生堆里 还蛮吃得开
女生？ 要就最好的 其余就普通朋友吧
发骚？ 有人会这样想
干！ 没感觉咯。。


Brother 很多了叻
来几个Sister 吧
哈哈

发觉还蛮多人视我为敌人叻
就算是结婚了的朋友
我哪里错了？
嗯
SC：Maybe you flirting around,
everything should see from double side..

NN~
Did I? Shit!
I will contro myself.. But I didn't mean so..

太多的不该不该 好辛苦叻
可以不要这么多的道德观价值观吗？
好束缚!
对我而言 这些都是Bull Shit
只要我清楚了解自己做些什么
就不在乎别人怎么看我
哇！有点自我中心
但我没做伤天害理 背道而驰的事哦^^

十字路口

人生不同的阶段 会有不同的想法
有不同的身份 会有不同的做法
站在不同的角度 会有不同的看法
你认同吗？

人生有什么定义 是看你如何去看待它
有的人活到老 都不知他追求些什么
有的人一生出来 就有很强烈的目标
一生去追求 实现它
你呢？

尝试过没有目的地站在十字路口吗？
左？ 右？ 前？ 后？
无法抉择？？

曾经 有过这种感觉
或许说 会有这种感觉
在不同的时候。。

很彷徨 迷惑
还是 无措？
像没有灵魂的躯壳 游荡在街上
每走一步都是一个路口
直走 还是转弯
只有一个路口能把你带到出口
那么万分之一的机会
不知道 根本无法做选择。。

就像玩迷宫
你走得出 成功
走不出 迷惑的一生
你我的未来 会是怎样的结局
没人懂。。

所以？
废话连篇 到底想说什么呢？

不知道叻
因为人生就是一个大问号
嘻嘻~

有我陪你的人生
你陪我的一生
就是快乐吧
大家要幸福哦！

没力叻。。

是原则
还是执著？
难听点 叫固执
牛脾气！！

唉
是对？是错？
是好？是坏？
无力去分析。。
谁可以告诉我？

或许在某些事情上是好的
但更多的时候应该放弃它
只应女生不该太聪明？？！！

笨笨的女人比较可爱？
这是谁发明的？
无理 滑稽！

不过 有点想承认
其实有时装傻
人会开心点

不去计较
知足常乐
你开心
我欢乐
大家都好

干， 幸福万岁！！

Hell Life??

One day Life start with a cup of Coffee
What a wonderful life??
IPOH White Coffee, be with me in the hell age
Aligatto~A day energy source..
Coffee Addict?

No Way, it is beauty killer..
Leave behind after final, I promise!


What a must in study time?
Picture shown..Lol

And also my lovely phone
Can't live without you~
Today going start to kill Audit..
Audit! I very 'bo song' you long time already
K.O. you today!


** Custard Bread so naughty
Swam in my coffee when I was away
Lol..at last drown..
K.O in my stomach
wahaha..
I wish those in final
GOOD LUCK!
~Aja Aja Fighting~

May 'Sot' jorr..Soliloquize..