....

Wondering....
What would my future be?

Anxious....
I'm afraid when I picture my future life...
It is again, I thought it happen once a life for a human
but it comes to me again...

Shall a undergraduate find a bright future job?
Struggling for promotion... climb and climb for ever her life?
Or shall this girl find a good guy and just marry,
living in their dream house and building her lovely family??
Which will you choose to be?

Everyone thinking of a life which their can do whatever their like,
spending as their have unlimited $$, working on their own,
a dream house, dream car, dream man or dream women....
I'm wondering is that a must to go through all these in life??
What do you think?
Smebody might call it as a natural circulation, but for me...
I do not want all these...
Yet, I am not clear of what I want, to be... to own... to struggle...

Is grading soon... I thought the picture will getting clear when I grad,
But it is stil grey...
Shall I waiting for it, or I paint it myself?
Can you tell me?