Mix Plate

What colour made your life?
I define for mine..

Red - Angry
Pink - Cute?
Orange - Fresh
Yellow - Sex
Green - Free
Blue - Moody
Gold - Elegant
Black - Cool?
White - ^^
Grey - unknown!
Purple - me!!

And now, I feel I fall in grey..
I'm wondering, am I in the wrong way..
did mistake and aim for wrong things..
Question marks sucked full in my mind

Am I fail?
I ask to myself..
Yes I think, in some aspects
Am I too bostful? ...

我爱上了<一个人>

用心去聆听这世界
你听到的是什么?

生活紧闭的脚步声
人们烦恼的呐喊
压力的痛苦

被疾病折磨的无奈
被遗弃的可怜
挨饿的辛苦

音乐美妙的旋律
昆虫唧唧的鸣叫
小鸟吱吱的叫声

我听见了
吵杂一片

孤单的呐喊
恋爱的甜蜜
幸福的心跳

人类的贪婪
被污染的灵魂
勾心斗角的邪恶
被伤害的小小心灵

很宁静
就像漂浮在海中央
没有界限
没有目的地
漂流..

?失眠症?

它又来缠着我了
走开走开 不要来找我 "~~
脸色超难看
没有精神
没有冲劲
不积极
一副病恹恹的样子看了都想给自己一巴
唉...

最近不知怎么搞的
真的不开心
是很不开心
理由?就没有值得开心的事情发生
连笑都很牵强
脸上的笑容
根本无法透进心里
很假!

不想听 不想讲话
不想笑 不想出去

已经尽量让自己放松
不要去想东想西
而我也做到了可还是不开心

不开心人就睡不下
难入睡亦很醒睡
呼吸浅得自己都害怕
是给自己太大压力了
还是被现实逼得太紧了??

功课上的忙
时间不够用
成绩太差了交际太烂了
生活忙透了
性格有点糟
脾气有点牛
脚步停不下
真的有点累

请给我多一点空间
多一点时间
我会很快复原的
就算无法开心的起至少要抛开"不开心"!!

一个人的我

今天一整天都一个人
一个人上课
一个人开车
一个人逛街
一个人吃饭
一个人睡觉

一个人的感觉是如何呢？
很难形容
不过不用伪装自己
还蛮自在的
不用理会别人的眼光
不在乎别人的言语
整个世界只剩下你

闷闷不乐的心情还持续着
没有原因
脑袋一片空白
不想去想
也没有东西要想

今天上了第一堂法语课
班上都是生面孔
像回到幼儿园一样
大家都从零开始
不耻下问的学习
一个全新的开始

Bonjour~
Je m'appelle May

为什么选法语来读呢？
没原因叻
当想选择一科外语时
法语第一个跳进脑海
法国是个很浪漫的国家
是其中一个我想去的国家
你等着吧^^

心情不好 如何让自己好过点
老样子的我 今天花了很多钱
找得回快乐吗?
至少能安慰自己

一个人去 sauna
一个人去 body massage
一个人去 shopping
又一个人回家
一个人在房间
一个人对着电脑在笑
一个人发呆
对自己说晚安！
早点睡吧
折磨了精神
别再虐待身体
ZZzzzz

HellGal M

Frus frus frus!!!!
Am I too emo?
She said so, but I shall not blaming ''auntie''

Decision making time, really killed..
I need advice, but no advisor...
I need breath, but no air...zz

Sacrifice, sometimes we need to do so..
I know, I don't want to blame anyone..
is volunteery..

But am I too ''Kepo''
Because of ''Kepo'' I push myself into hell
Everything suppose on its way, but I made it mess!
Regret?? Nope!!
But HEADACHE!! "~~

First choice:
Be alone, could I?
Half year man, noone be with you!

Second choice:
Take easy one now, put hard behind?

But we been taught that
Man shall Take all hard before an easy life..
means I shall take first choice?
Loneliness?? Can I handle...

YOU SHOULD TRUST IN YOURSELF!! YOU CAN DO IT!!
I hate this sentence, its really ''s**K"
I'm in hell now...
999...Rescue me....

Endau Rompin - Selai Camp

First time camping,
2 days 1 night at reserved forest..
a very fresh experience yet relax and joyful^^
I'm the cameraman so...
not much my pictures were taken, so sad..sobs...^^
Our Kitchen...
in the process of cleaning..My little angels, playing on their own
while I was assigned to look after them..zz..
Our lunch on first day
'Asam Bee Hun'Finger Licking Good~~
"Nan-Ru Fried Chicken"
A lovely sunny day

We went swimming
The water is killing cold..
very rocky..Dangerous!
However, it is clear though can see the fishes..

Haiz, after swimming so tired
my napping time...zz..
After nap, is time to set up our camp...Lolz
This is my brother in-law,
3 minutes to set up a camp...Fuyoohh~~
Tea time - Mee Siam
They said:" Girl please go away, is man's kitchen in the jungle" Lolz
After tea, May went shower and Zzz again...

Our dinner
Ikan ... (donnoe what)
Because I was sleep, so no time to capture our dinner dishes
Actually we had rice with veges and Asam Mixed Seafood^^
After dinner was coming to nine o'clock
Nothing to do at night and many of them back into their camp Zzz
I was still full so sitting there, listening to mans' talk
Listening their experiences in camping, jungle, races... damn cool~
Having 'Calsberg' beer for a better sleep
Its really work, because I had a good rest instead....

The second day start from 9pm when I woke up
Breakfast - Chicken porridge..
Haiz, I was late so didn't capture any picture too =p
Swimming, packing, tidy up camp site...

Lunch - fast food
We had French Fries, Fried Chicken, hot dog...

Went another site, feed fish!
I killed this in 3 minutes...Lolz^^

My favorite tree there... Unique man~~
And this is among my favorite picture
It's cool~ Like it much...comment please!
Second favorite!
Erm, my capturing skill still pass right?? ^^
Coming to the end of my camping
Happy^^
Gain a new experience
Fruitful break; and
Miss Dear much!

I was gain also a new nickname
'Sleeping God'
Because my life there only eat and sleep..
contribute nothing...
Have to keep fit now = ='